Thursday, January 31, 2008
there has just been too many misunderstandings between us
there were times when i've wronged you and....i'm sorry
there were times when you needed me most and i was never there ....i'm sorry
Looking back I realise the mistakes I made...
You were always there and always trying but all i did was avoided and ignored
I was always running away from problems and i realise that doing so wouldn't solve anything
All i want is for us to be like before,like always,like how we want it to be...being there for each other,through laughter and through tears
An excerpt from the poem you sent me....
"My thoughts and feelings, to you I would confide,Never having anything to hide.Its just all about the special bond we hadA bond that time cannot break."I want to tell you everything,not having to hide anything,cause your like a sister to me that no other fren can replace.
the sound of TRUTH.
6:10 PM
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
ok im gonna do this real short and sweet...
job interviews went ok...hope to get the position i want...
wearing heels was killing...my feet is hurting...
a gift from him was so random and unexpected...
thx sweetheart for the belt...i really love it...you really shouldnt have...we should save up for our ikea home ;)
the sound of TRUTH.
11:34 PM
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
a nasoscope,many tears shed and a few nasal sprays later, my eye is finally fixed...
turns out i have allergic rhinitis...basically my nose is sensitive and tends to get easily congested causing me to have breathing difficulties...the answer is antihistamines and nasal sprays
ok enough of my medical nonsense...
i need a job badly and i got two job interviews tomorrow...wish me luck cos i'm gonna need it!
ok i chance upon the new backstreet boys video on mtv...brings me back to the days when i went boyband crazy but they seemed to be the only boyband that lasts...they seemed really mature now when compared to 10 years ago...guess who is my favourite bsb member?? huhus...yes nick carter...but howie looks better now ;)
*i miss you
the sound of TRUTH.
8:40 PM
Sunday, January 27, 2008
ok this is so random...this is what happens when i'm craving for vanilla ice cream and vanilla frappe...Yes!I am a Vanilla lover...not chocolate but VaniLLa!!Call me plain,call me boring but in fact experts say that....
There is nothing plain about Vanilla. In fact, if you love Vanilla, you are actually a colorful, dramatic risk taker who relies more on intuition than logic. Emotionally expressive and idealistic, you tend to set high goals for yourself, and push yourself to meet and exceed them. On the romantic front, you tend to rely on secure romantic relationships that fulfill your emotional needs while working toward future objectives.
*thx dearest iLah for satisfying my sugar rush with the cupcakes and white chocs =)~~
the sound of TRUTH.
5:21 PM
Sunday, January 20, 2008
*everything i wanted and more
I am truly blessed to have someone who cares for me...we started out as friends...a simple "Hi" in msn and there we were chatting into the wee hourshe was there..through the darkest nights,always there to check out if i'm alrightfrom the times we chatted,i knew he was differentalways being there ,always showing concernmonths passed and times changedbut there's this someone that remained the sameand it's you HelmiI always knew you were the one for meI just thought i couldn't have you I'm sorry for the times i pushed you away I'm sorry for the months i made you waitHaving you by my side is a dream come trueI will always love youwith love,Farhana
*you know i love u
the sound of TRUTH.
9:16 PM
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
finally got over with fyp poster after much delay,hesitations and frustrations..*urgh
so this is the result..
and this saturday would be the poster presentation afterwhich fyp would be officially over...like officially...
finally went to the doctor about my teary eye....happens that i have a blocked tear duct due to the bad flu i got two weeks ago..and now its causing my eye to tear for no reason..hope it will go away real soon...its been weeks! =( =( =(
the sound of TRUTH.
8:27 PM
Monday, January 07, 2008
first day of school and already i missed class =( blame it on allergies and anti-histamines
thx to dearest mimi for calling me 1000 times(ok im exaggerating)in the morning only to hear my sleepy voice.*hearteeuuu
i though i make myself useful today since im at home.So i worked on the fyp poster which is due real soon.In fact,my team's presentation is confirmed on this Saturday.*nervousness
This would be the final lap of the race.Afterwhich i would feel like throwing myself together with the poster in the air..if possible.ok crap.
Everything good comes with the letter
H and the number
10 ;)
the sound of TRUTH.
7:41 PM
Thursday, January 03, 2008
Heavy
Mental Rock
"It attacks the brain in a way that stimulates a very sacred experience from the emotional cargo hold of the soul. The music is sometimes formulated in odd meters, composed and arranged according to the instinct of the song. It has been described as avant-garde, a dissident cabaret, a total assault on the senses in the purest sense"I'm talking about OTEP and this band certainly distinguish themselves from other metal bands.Fronted by a female vocalist with growling vocals,Otep Shamaya,known for her style of confessional writing.In many of her songs and poems she has alluded to having had a tumultuous and traumatic childhood riddled with abuse, (both physical and emotional).
I just like her music as it is so REAL.The lyrics and way she sings seeps through your soul.You gotta hear to feel it ;)
the sound of TRUTH.
7:51 PM
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
well hello 2008
I decided not to make resolutions this year as those of last year's are yet to be achieved.Anyways i can jus hope that this year is better than the last =)
Here are the pics of the fireworks @ esplanade...
thx love...
the sound of TRUTH.
6:47 PM
*everything i wanted and more 
