Sunday, April 23, 2006


hmm

ok im only blogging due to a special request from mrs puff....hehe...she force me to blog....ok here goes...

been a while since i blogged...havent had the time to...first week of school was stressful...n its only the first week...it really opened my eyes to how much i do not noe...so that made me study on my own after school...catch up with fundamentals biology which im missing...I've gotta catch up with the class...cant afford to be left behind

the new campus is fine...although its tough finding food...can u believe it...the canteen is forever occupied...i can forget abt eating there...been to n fro to causeway pt jus to get food...that sucks...

ok thats all for now...i had so much to blog abt but..i have forgotten all about it...basically science has taken over my life...its everywhere....thats all i can think abt now..live n breathe science...*faints



the sound of TRUTH.
8:48 PM


Sunday, April 16, 2006




School's starting tomorrow...having mixed feelings...part of me cant wait to start year 2...while another part of me is dreading the long hours in class..i be having applied chemistry module tmr...since i nv take any electives this sem...i shall be having lessons only for 4 days..wed be off day fer me...

the journey to skul is very draggy..i cud like slp...wake up n slp again...n still not there yet...168 takes like forever!!!n thats the journey,not inclusive of waiting for the bus...argH!!imagine doing this for the next two years...*faints

yest went to woodlands lib...was in charge a talk and i was almost late!!damn the bus...at this rate i tink i need i tink to spend less time at the mirror..waHAHAH...anyways im tired now...gotta wake up at 530 tmr morning...nites



the sound of TRUTH.
8:08 PM


Thursday, April 13, 2006




went out today to mit iLah for the makeover......was waiting for her at city hall platform when i saw a bunch police guys patrolling..so i turned away...listening to my mp3 while waiting fer dearie...then suddenly one police guy stood in front of me..i looked up and it was adam...waHAHA...now thats the second time that he's werking and he saw me...waHAHA..he was like asking me..not schling ah..i was like..nooOO...i was like..go back to werk laH adam!!ehehe...

then dearie came and off we headed to the place..it was so exciting...my makeup look natural...the makeup artist had a hard time removing my thick eyeliner under my eyes..she gave me a rather natural makeup.....i looked too good to be true.....iLah looked really pretty cos she's not used to make up...and its the first time i see in her all dolled up..pweety!!

after the photo-shoot and stuffs...we took our own shots outside..hehe...thats where our real beauty shines...rite mrs puff??waHAHAH...

then went to dine at swensens!!i had teriyaki chicken pasta while iLah had breaded chicken n fries...yum2...when we were all full up,we decided to go esplanade n chill... n we did jus that...sat by the bay whilst listening to songs frm iLah's lappie....we took pics,laughed n had a great time....then we headed home...kinda miss dearie...haish...i guess that our last miting before i start skul...nvm dearie...now that rp is at woodlands...its so near ur place...we shall lunch one day aite...:)



the sound of TRUTH.
11:17 PM


Friday, April 07, 2006




Finally!! the day has come...i can collect my phone today..weeee~....woke up to great news frm iLah...congratulations dearie...its all over...you overcamed it all...like you said...it was worth the patience...i really salute u :) weeeeeeee~....im happy for you...wanna share the joy..hhee..love u sweetie...

was so sleepy to go out...but the tot of getting my phone back overshadowed my sleepiness...wore the wrg pumps today...got blisters even before i got there...by the time i got there...the queue was long...had to wait a while before i cud get my phone back...got a new cover fer it as well...dark blue...nicer the previous white cover...lurbe it..got home...then godeh2 my phone...till late...then zzz...nitesss



the sound of TRUTH.
11:10 PM


Tuesday, April 04, 2006




went to rp woodlands campus today....the last time i went was in jan for the open hse....it's much better now as the republic centre looks more complete...theres even a 7-11....i cant wait for school to start...having mixed feelings though....i dread the journey to woodlands...

me n iLah took 169 to the campus as it was raining heavily...iLah wanted to check out fujitsu laptop....gd enough to see wai keong working for fujitsu....i sOO lurve this year's model....S6240...the black one looked so sleek and stylish...too bad the skul dun sell that in black...they only have silver...like my current one...jus this is slimmer and way more fuctions...i especially lurve the fingerprint technology...saves the trouble of keying in password...u shud get it iLAh!!such a bargain..saw mop-haired guy...wai keong's fren...super cute..argHHH

then went to orchard to get my phone fixed....dammit...i can only get it back on friday...sigh....we then walked to PS when we saw this bag we loved...we decide to get it tmr!!then slacked outside PS...talked till late and finally headed home....watching soccer tonite...going for inter to win and go into the semis...hopefully...



the sound of TRUTH.
10:48 PM


Monday, April 03, 2006


jus like any other...

ok here i am back blogging again...once you start...you can't stop...waHAHAha..as if...gotta blog cos sumone force me to...hehe....

woke up to a day just like everyday....went online to check ma mails...and finally i got a reply frm my mentor!!wee~ i lurve her..though i haven met her...waaHAHHA..every time got mentor meeting i wud find excuse to not turn up...ish ish...evil me..but she was kind enough to provide me with information regarding my queries regarding my course...now that im clear about it...i'm glad that the pharmaceutical track is still available for my batch...i shall choose that track in year 3....weee~

i was fasting today but didn't felt hungry at all...maybe im getting used to it...went out with my mum today to parkway parade with the intention to get my sim card changed...it was raining heavily when we left..it was a wasted trip as my phone is still fucked up...now they are telling me its not the sim card prob...its the phone...i'm going sony ericsson tmr with iLah who is kind enough to accompany me...thx dearie..

mum was happy enough to shop at giant....bought alot of things...esp food...i only grab the crossaint....my fav!!then went banquet to get dinner for the family...she's taking a break from the kitchen today.....went home after that.....

was kinda dissapointed...i miss my phone :(....its been days and people have been msging n calling me but to no avail...im sorry people...i get it done tmr...hopefully...




the sound of TRUTH.
11:46 PM


Saturday, April 01, 2006


new start...

I am finally done with stuffs i wanted to finish before my school starts cos i noe when it starts,i wouldnt have time to do all these shits.....

At last!!! i am done with revamping my blog...well kinda....and changing my msn account...dun ask me why...i jus needed a change....in many phases of ur life...u go thru many changes...u gotta welcome this changes in order for u to move on with ur life....

I'm starting anew...in the past,i have made choices and decisions which i regretted...but theres no pt regretting for i noe the choices i made came with consequences i have to face...its just a matter of time before it sink in..

So now here i am...moving on...no looking back and no regrets...jus me being me...no veils...no coverups...jus plainly me...:)

Jus wanna share with you sumone special in my life.....its my gf JaLiLaH!!i love her to bits n pieces...all these while i was down...she picked me up....i was weak...she made me stronger...she's my fren,my sister n my best bud...love u darl....she wrote me this for me which i kept in my heart...

Each of us has a hidden place
Somewhere deep within ourselves there's darkness;
A place where we go to get away,
To think things through,
To be alone, to be ourselves.
However when we started to lose people
in our life and we get ennui
There's a day when Allah give us the
greatest gift.

We met in this unique place, where we confront our deepest feelings,
Becomes a storehouse of all our hopes,
All our needs, all our dreams,
And even our unspoken fears.
It encompasses the essence of who we are and how we relate well.

But now and then, whether by chance or fate
I discovers a way into that place which i thought
it was a dream
We start to feel and to share
To love and to care
All the reason, all the uncertainty
And all the emotion we've stored up there.

You adds new perspective to my hidden realm,
Then quietly settles down in this own corner of our special
place,
Where we started to be closer and share this extraordinary
feelings.
I really hope this will never come to end.

Im not good at words nor do i good expressing my thanks.
But i hope this short words that come from my heart its
more than enough to show how much i appreciate your presence
and everything.

Thank you for always giving me endless hope and love
I know sometimes you dont show it
I know sometimes you get tired of me
But you are always there when push comes to shove
In times when im lost and i almost give up.
You mean the world to me dear
You opened my eyes and made me see how wonderful life can be.
Without you i wont standing here strong
I want you to know that
You are special and you are my greatest gift from Allah.
I love you Girlfren.I really do.

A friend like you,
who makes old things seem new,
who makes everything so right and true,
deserves this write up for being you.



I wish i could write as well as you do....but im not good with words...sumtimes i cant find the rite words to say but all i can say is that...i love u gf!!! *cubits!!




the sound of TRUTH.
6:13 PM


The Girl

:: Ms Farhana ::
:: 10 June 1987 ::
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